CARPE DIEM

Seize the day.

Today, I’m hurt. I’m not myself. I don’t like how yesterday panned out, hence I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I didn’t think I’ll write this but I am me but I can also be you at any point in your life, so I’ll share me.

I know I don’t always act like I have everything in place but sometimes, anyone viewing my life from afar might see pseudo perfection, non-existent happiness and barely sustaining stability.

Lol, jokes on whomever.

Not even this last week. I have struggled and I don’t and can’t assure myself of how bright lighted the following week will be. No news from my last post, I said I had exams coming. Well, the exams are sometimes like a week from now. I am confused. I should have given up or maybe I have with a, “I’ll do better in my finals” ideology. I might not work up and catch up because it’s a lot.

 Blah blah blah.

Tutu, CARPE DIEM!

Today is just starting.

There are 24hours in a day, every hour makes it better. Seize the day. Do something with today and watch how little changes are also changes. Dreams are just in the head if you don’t act on them. This popular phrase has a deeper meaning when you feel like not starting or giving up on what you started.

Not me sounding like a motivational speaker. Lol.

I don’t have much of that motivational energy today though but I just wanted to post this to make anyone who feels like something is currently insurmountable and just want to give up, procrastinate, and do the pushing later to start pushing today. 

I’m not saying my A’s are in the vision for the exams, I’m just saying, every step is a move and every move is a step. Your tensile stress is really big and it doesn’t matter how much you stretch, pull, you can’t be easily torn. Whatever happens a week from now, I want to be able to say, “well, I put in my relentless best and I’ll do even better in finals”. The same line you should be able to use in any aspect of your life that requires your best. 

I’m motivating myself with this post so I’ll just do better with George Elliot’s(who I recently found out her real name was Mary Ann Evans)quote:

“ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO BE WHAT YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN”

Thanks for reading this short piece.

Have a nice day.

Yours,

Tutu❤️