So relatable 😭😭😭😭😭.. hits so hard reading this late in the night ... I’m really deep into sobriety atm ....I tell jokes and laugh too hide my pain and worries... Always awake at night because then I’m my true self ... beating my self up .. how to rise ...I say I’m a night walker but deep down my feelings and worries cloud my nights ...I always wish I could cry .. but tears rarely roll down ... put others in front of my own motives so many times .. and I still do ... pains me to say but seems like that can’t change I try hard to fight it out but I just keep trying to please the day and people .. that wouldn’t even do the same for me 😭.. before now I’m trying to be free ..be me ..I’m trying to gain my own confidence ... but it feels like I don’t deserve it or haven’t done things to earn it ....most times I feel it until one has so much racks he can really be himself ..but I know that ain’t the case ...I really wanna obtain a higher level of pride and self loathing ..I ve made mistakes and I have faced and still face the consequences.. that suppresses me and my thoughts .. but is it really strong to make mistakes .. I’m young I need this mistakes ..but why don’t the pain ever goo .. why does it still hurts at night ..I just wanna be me do me .
Nice work
Beautiful!
When it comes to writing? You're too notch sis.. Weldone!
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You're a good writer. Ahh. Too good😭😭❤
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Nice one darling❤
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Love you too sis!🥺
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So relatable 😭😭😭😭😭.. hits so hard reading this late in the night ... I’m really deep into sobriety atm ....I tell jokes and laugh too hide my pain and worries... Always awake at night because then I’m my true self ... beating my self up .. how to rise ...I say I’m a night walker but deep down my feelings and worries cloud my nights ...I always wish I could cry .. but tears rarely roll down ... put others in front of my own motives so many times .. and I still do ... pains me to say but seems like that can’t change I try hard to fight it out but I just keep trying to please the day and people .. that wouldn’t even do the same for me 😭.. before now I’m trying to be free ..be me ..I’m trying to gain my own confidence ... but it feels like I don’t deserve it or haven’t done things to earn it ....most times I feel it until one has so much racks he can really be himself ..but I know that ain’t the case ...I really wanna obtain a higher level of pride and self loathing ..I ve made mistakes and I have faced and still face the consequences.. that suppresses me and my thoughts .. but is it really strong to make mistakes .. I’m young I need this mistakes ..but why don’t the pain ever goo .. why does it still hurts at night ..I just wanna be me do me .
Love this!
Nice😍